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In order to meet his mother and leave a good impression on his mother, I started to be nervous three months in advance.
I even spent a huge sum of 46.87 yuan to buy a copy of ‘100 Things You Must Pay Attention to When You Go to Your Boyfriend’s House for the First Time’. I didn’t remember anything after reading it. I only remembered that this book was too expensive. When I was complaining to Jone, he laughed, reached out and touched my nose, and said to me: ‘You, just change your name to Grandet.
‘ I laughed stupidly.
Later, in the splendid living room of his house, my impression seems to be that I only said two sentences, an anxious and secretly looking forward ‘Hello Auntie’, and a lost and absent-minded ‘Goodbye Auntie’.
His mother was sitting on the leather sofa. She only looked at me up and down when she came in, and then she didn’t look at me the whole time. Jone kept holding my hand firmly and introduced me to his mother. The conversation was roughly as follows: ‘Her parents what for?
‘She is an orphan.’
‘Then why did you bring her to see me?’
‘I’m going to marry her.’
‘…Are you kidding me?’
‘It was very, very brief, probably less than ten minutes. It felt like I was being stripped naked and thrown into the street, but I endured it because I didn’t want to lose my composure in front of his mother.
Later, when I left his house, I asked him hastily: ‘Jone, what should I do? Does your mother dislike me?
‘Now that I think about it, I am really stupid. His mother has such an attitude towards me, and I can still ask this question. It is simply stupid.
But Jone was very happy, he held my hand, the corners of his mouth turned up, and he said, ‘It’s okay, I just like you.’
‘Later on a bright sunny day, I went to look for him in his rented house and heard him on the phone. He said to his friend: ‘She was mad. When I took Abby back, I knew that she He will definitely go crazy, and he will.
‘The joy in his words was so obvious that I couldn’t hide it. Before this, every time I thought about his mother’s attitude towards me, I was so worried that I couldn’t sleep.
It turns out that this is such a pleasant thing for him.
When we first met, he once told me with a smile that he had heard of me, but he did not tell me what kind of person I was.
I didn’t understand until now.
I am his smoking, I am his drinking, I am his skipping classes, I am his night out – I am his degradation.
I was the charge on which he and his mother declared war.
All my misfortunes, all my scars, torn open by him bloody and exposed to the sun, are the chips he uses.
I knew that after twenty years of suffering, how could fate favor me so kindly?
This is the normal state of my life. I walked back step by step, telling myself, how can I cry? This is not the first time that it has treated me badly like this.
And I have to take a two-hour bus ride to give tutoring lessons to others. How can I cry?
Do you have time to cry?
Later, when he was about to graduate, Jone was still determined to marry me, and his mother came to the restaurant where I worked.
She didn’t order anything. She pointed at the menu for a long time, but none of it seemed to her liking. In the end, she just ordered a glass of boiled water and spent 30,000 yuan in the restaurant for an hour to talk to me.
I sat across from her, without giving her a chance to speak. I said, ‘Yes, I am an orphan, an orphan that no one wants. I am very fortunate that the country’s nine-year compulsory education allowed me to be sent to junior high school with excellent grades.’ to high school.
‘I support myself with funds from the country’s poorest students. Now that I am an adult, I can earn money to support myself.’
‘I bring breakfast to people in the morning, express delivery at noon, and work as a tutor or serving dishes at night. I have to study hard in the breaks because I still need a scholarship.’
‘Yes, Auntie, look, your son likes this kind of person.’
‘Oh, by the way, I was actually adopted when I was in junior high school, but the male owner often touched me. Later, I couldn’t bear it anymore, so I smashed a vase on his head and opened it for him. Later, the hostess sent me to the police station, saying that I had seduced her husband.
‘If you check my file now, you might be able to find out my criminal background.’
‘Look at the people your son likes, who are poor, rude, violent, vulgar, low-life, petty bourgeois, and greedy for money. Are you very angry now?’
Finally, I laughed slowly, wiped my hands and stood up to look at the pale Jone. I laughed silently and forcefully. I asked him silently, ‘Are you happy?’
‘Are you happy?’
I tore my despicable, miserable despair in front of your mother to complete the last step of your revenge and resistance.
Are you happy?
I should be happy. After all, aren’t your tenderness, your accommodation, your warm waiting and waiting for me just for this moment?
I give you what you want.
